The day

The day i feel most useless....

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You know its the second day that you are treating me so cold. Perhaps today you really are busy with your assignments. I dunno what am I saying but I just dunno what else or where else I can turn to. Many people thing I'm a strong dominant creature. But deep inside, I'm actually very soft. You have been asking a lot questions like are my friends more important to you. I said you and you say you don mind me going out. But then,when I'm out and something happens, you say I'm not there for you. I'm a very dense person you know.I cant read minds. I seriously duno did anything go wrong especially when you try to be alright. When you say you're ok.. I believe you're ok... I said before, shouldn't we be really honest with each other??? if there is something bothering you.... cant you tell it to my face if im too stupid to see it myself... there is nothing i can do if u choose to shut your heart against me... all i can do is cry... When you turn a cold shoulder to me, whatever i do, turns foul. I loses my mood and my form. Whatever I play runs out of my usual performance. Its not your fault. Its mine for not knowing wat happened. But seriously I dunno when you would need me. I know I'm dumb.... DUMB!!! I dunno why but i think you think that i still like your sister. Seriously no... You said you are disappointed, bout what?? that i once treated your sister better than you?? I have no idea what I;m typing anymore... I'm not angry.. all I feel like... is to cry.....You said you feel like you're alone in the dark...I'm sorry... I realy dunno what u expect of me... what you of require me to be... AND THIS WILL BE THE LAST DAY IM GONNA HOLD UP THAT CUE...